A Depressing Moment

I don't ever like feeling like this.
Like I'm second best.
It's everywhere I look.
I'm the one you go to when your number one is occupied.
Everything is more important than what I feel because you always know I'll be around.
I'm looked over for boyfriends, other people who in some cases never gave a care or listened, someone new, someone old...Just other people all the time.
And yet, I always listen and I've always be around when you've needed me.

I also feel like a lot of the time, I impose myself on people.

'It's our thing.' You have no idea how much that one line slices through me when ever I hear it. I'm sorry. I don't think I'll bother anymore.

....
And then it's after moments like these when I sit and wonder...
Do they even notice I feel this way? Or am I just the most amazing actor?

And then I think I should tell them how I feel.
And I think;
'What difference would that make?'

I'll sit here for a moment and take a deep breath.
Maybe things will look up. I've got to have faith they will.

And then I know. I need to start looking out for myself.
But after all these years of putting everyone before myself...How do I do that?
I don't know but I think I'm going to find out or my heart will always remain in tiny little pieces.

Daily Thoughts: 3-18-09

Live for today.
I believe the Smashing Pumpkins did a great job with this lyric.
"Today is the greatest day I've ever known."

Save tomorrow's worries for tomorrow and live in today.
Stop living in the past because it ruins today for you.

Live for today.
Meaning:
-Don't fight with someone you love. Today is the only day you have with them.
-Don't worry about what people might think. Because today, it's about you and life.
-Don't let stress get you and pull you under. Because it doesn't matter in the end.
-Don't let the past keep you grounded. What's done is done. Today can be a new day.
-Dance like no one's watching, laugh like no one's business and love like there isn't a tomorrow.

Live for this moment, it might be the only one you've got.

Good luck,
Megan

Dear Megan [3-02-09]

Dear Megan,
Prom is only a few months away and I'm all ready to go but there's only one problem. The guy I want to go with doesn't want to go. I would beg but I don't want to force him into going if he would absolutely hate it. What should I do?
Prom Princess

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Dear Prom Princess;

Going to prom is a big deal in highschool. I can understand why your guy doesn't want to go to prom due to the fact that it's over idolized in the movies and tv and many people report how much of a "let down" it is. There is really no way to convince him other wise but just explain to him how much you would like to go with him. If he continues to say no, give him some time and try again.

The best way to handle this is just to tell him how you feel.

Good luck,

Megan

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